Having announced her divorce from Blake Sheltonjust four months ago, the wounds are still fresh enough to land her on the cover of Cosmopolitan's January issue.
"We were together for 10 years, married for four, were very quickly divorced, and are friends," she confesses in the interview.
"I'm still processing everything and figuring out where to go and what happened. [Marriage is] a tough business, and we gave it our best college try … If I ever were to get married again — which is completely not on my radar at all right now — I feel like it's not about it being a step in life. It's not about a piece of paper or a diamond. It's the way you feel about somebody and the commitment in your heart."
That lingering commitment might also be the reason that not every day is a good one for her, in spite of still being friendly with Shelton.
"I just want to live a life full of everything. Some of that might mean nights on my porch crying, drinking whiskey, and going, 'Man this sucks right now.' I don't necessarily want to know that I have really bad, long, lonely nights ahead of me, but I have had some, and I still have a bunch ahead of me. But it's about living in the moment and feeling every tinge of pain, then waking up the next day and going, 'All right, I'm going to ride my ponies. I'm going to have a girls' night.' That's where I am. That's where I'm gonna live."
Source: Tesh / Cosmopolitan
Thankfully, country music is all about writing things down and healing through the music. That's an aspect of the 32-year-old's life that is seemingly benefiting from all that heartache.
"I just love what I do so much. I love songwriting and the road and the family of country music. I love being a female in country music and lifting up other females of country. I'm more in it right now than I ever have been."
You can read Miranda's entire interview when the issue hits newsstands on December 9th.